The Storm

Wow - the closer I get to the end of my vacation and my vision deadline, the fiercer the storm becomes. The elements of my personal storm include:

• drinking too much wine
• talking badly about work or employees with my coworker friends
• obsessing about unpleasant situations or people at my old job
• deadening my thoughts by becoming absorbed in movie after movie
• eating junk food

During the storm, I find that my mind keeps wandering back to my old job and all of its unpleasant associations. Each time this happens, I must pull my thoughts back to what I want. I am trying to turn my fear of going back to that old job into faith that I am about to accept my fabulous New Job...one that I love so much and am so pleased to have.

I'm finding that FAITH is one of the more challenging pieces of working "The Secret." I find it fairly easy to envision what I want, and even to imagine how I will feel when I attain my vision. It's the believing it will come to pass piece that seems to need my attention. I need to believe that what I am thinking about, focusing on, and concentrating upon, is coming into my life...as it surely is.